Boy you know I miss you so I didn’t know you had to go You’ve had enough of our distance baby Before I had the chance to say I’m staying with you For the rest of my life Don’t keep telling me these words You don’t know how much it hurts And I’ll promise you eternity If you promise me your stay I’m no longer the man that I was I will go on without you Like a fool who’s too sure I’m like a bird who’s lost her wing A fire without its flame I don’t know how to be strong When my love has to move on I am a song without a soul Now that you’re gone What’s left of us is memories It’s our memories without a soul I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone Boy you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance Without you around it’s a little bit more than I can stand And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you
LoOkiNg baCk... 12/04/2007 12:52:00 AM
12 October 2006
Lost Love #1.
Trying to forget someone you love is
like trying to remember someone you never met
#2.
Real loss only occurs when you lose
something that you love more than yourself
#3.
If I could have one lifetime wish,
one wish that would come true,
I'd pray to God with all my heart,
for yesterday...and you
#4.
It's a horrible thing to see your lost love
walk past you with another girl,
and it's the worst thing to know that
you made a mistake in letting him go
#5.
I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone,
and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past
#6.
Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go
#7.
No matter how much it'll hurt me to see you,
my most loved lost one,
all that I wish is look into your eyes once again
#8.
Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone
who doesn't even feel the same is much harder.
Giving up doesn't mean you are weak!
It only means that you are strong enough to let go
LoOkiNg baCk... 10/12/2006 12:59:00 PM
08 October 2006
my feeling when you told me
about her
wasnt good...
LoOkiNg baCk... 10/08/2006 11:26:00 AM
12 September 2006
being females theres advantages
for we females ish that we dont need to serve the nation
like what guys did
we dont need to carry heavy loads if guys are around...
we will be protected of shelted under guys...
fighting will not be done by us in fact the guys...
guys are suppose to drive girls home and sent her to her door step...
marjority of the times...
meals and movies are paid by guys...
fixing of electrical items are normally done by guys
when females will be there preparing meals...
guys are suppose to support the whole family with finance monthly
by giving the females household money...
moving of heavy furnitures are normally done by guys...
females should normally be pampered by guys instead of guys being pampered by females...
maybe at times...
sweet words cannot only be done during relationships adn starting of marriage...
in fact... throughout the lifetime...
chores are not only meant for females...
it should be shared among both male and female...
giving birth ish tough and painful for females
and dont only pampered we females for the period of time...
and treat us back like maid after birth...
guys should accompany females for window shopping at times
helping females to carry things...
(helping and not carry everything)
show the love that you showered for her...
thought some guys dont...
paying things for females at time...
dont only show her how good you arebut also showing the cashier
how good you are as a boyfriend or husband at times...
using money to buy tons of things for females that dont like you...
only shows that you are trying to use money to buy her heart
or even still... showing how brainless you are...
LoOkiNg baCk... 9/12/2006 11:19:00 PM
Friday 8th Sept 2006
at night went out with huili after the 9 o clock show...
mmm
rather a stupid ending...
=s
anyway i met her after that...
and we went to cck for supper again...
she suggested of going to
the other side of the mrt station
where all coffee shops are located at...
but when we went,
there was simply too much people...
then she said...
we shall go back to macdonald then...
arrgh
went back to macdonald and had our supper...
after that went up to kpool and played till 2+
and went home...
as ive to wake up very early
Saturday 9th Sept 2006
woke up and 6am in the morning...
after brushing teeth...
went to change immediately and put on my light makeup...
double checking for everthing and left the house immediately...
reached khatib at 7.30 something
and walk out to the road
hoping onto the car...
reached commando camp and settled down...
firming down everything and my hands are tired !
the video camp ish veri heavy...
haha...
after the passing out...
went back to khatib
and within half an hour
ive fallen into deep sleep
i didnt wanted to wake up but i was forced to...
by smacks on my butt by one idiot...
kaos...
met mummy and baby they all
and we drove the car down to ps...
lionel ish sho spoiled !
hais...
with cheese in the fillet and he will jz sae...
i dont want...
with his own family sharing the cup of milo with him
he complain...
with the milo powder bass he stop drinking...
mummy touched his fats and he acted like a girl...
jumped on the maid leg...
come on fatass...
you're 30 over kg and your maid ish only 40 over kg...
you are sitting her leg and not the other way round...
can stand you this spoiled child...
lucky you are said by your mum...
reached home at 9.40 pm and ran into the bath room and bathe quickly
went out to meet the rest
(valen huili francis and jonathan)
we drove the car in to sentosa and parked at the multi carpark...
walked all the way up the stairs just to go to dragon trail...
the atmosphere when we reach was "wow"
haha... francis and huili start the journey off...
our jorney starts at 11.30 pm...
with one big round moon on the sky
oning our touches
(two big yellow light and one small but powerful white light)
followed closely behind both of them ish valen and i
then jonathan...
afraid of something might just happened to jon,
i asked valen to pass him her phone with music
and valen held on me tightly while we walked...
theres alot of ants and frogs...
haha...
we have finally reached the top of the dragon trail and we rest there...
as usual...
with music and chatters...
after that.... there was two path...
one narrow and one wide...
we chose the narrow one...
its narrow and steep...
and its very very steep...
the night occurs to be silent with only the sound of the music played...
but valen was there shouting...
when she shouted...
i followed suit
as shes holding onto me...
after our walk...
we went back to the car and put our things back...
we then walk to 7-11 and got some alcohols...
one bacardi breezer (peach)
two stroke
one e33
carlsberg
green tea and whiskey
we reached palawan beach
and we got nothing to do
so francis went to 7-11 and
got a pack of card and one can of amsterdam (11.6%)
whoever who lose the round of game got to drink a slip of amsterdam...
and unluckily i was the first one to drank...
to me...normal the first one who lost the game
will continue to be the loser at night...
after me... jonathan was the seond losr and im the third again...
lucky... the overall lost of the night was not me...
it was valen...haha
after the first slip of the amsterdam i got abit unstable
or rather the three girls cant walk in staight line
(tipsy ?)
after finishing amsterdam...
we opened carlsbery and continue the game
valen became naughty and started kissing bitting nibbling me all about...
trying to seduct me... haha
anyway...
our night ended at merely 6
and francis drove us home...
with almost everyone falling asleep
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk... 9/12/2006 08:00:00 PM
06 September 2006
mmm... N Level Chinese paper one two three and social studies ish DONE! good... but did it during the September holidays... when the rest of the other people ish having their one week holiday... lucky... N Level only occupied two days... =)
Normal Academic in level six double class room… and Normal Technical in level five double class room... presently all the four papers ive done.. the first half ish in the double class and second half... HAHA... in commerce room !... hehe... Mr. Chan and one female malay teacher in the room... wah... bloody hell cold on the first day lo... second day took my jacket to school... but didnt have the chance to wear... because Mr. Chan always adjust the air con for me... haha... without telling him anything... just by looking at me taking out tissue he will adjust as he sat right in front of me playing his laptop?...
anyway... had dinner with ah siao this two days... first day had dinner in clementi central Japanese restaurant and its simply not nice... =D... second day... mm… wanted to eat at Café Cartel... but didnt wanted to go so far... so end up... we went Jurong Point to eat Piazz Hut...
met an attitude malay waitress... shitty hell... but haas… her power ish not big enough to spoil our mood... just continue to siao on as usual... =) too bad... valen wasnt free or rather available lately... so no choice...
ah fat called me on Monday ? alerting me that he might be out of commando... mmm... felt rather sad in the first point... but things became better today... ( Wednesday)... cause firstly he told me that he was not the only one... in fact... sixty of the whole company was involved... but everything gotta depend on Thursday... which ish tomorrow... final decision is not up yet... if he were to be out of commando... his dad wont be able to wear that hat for him... but if he were to be out sixty of them will be in another company... known as the sergeant... so now just praying hard that he wont be out... anyway... he also told me that for those who will not be in commando... they will be detained and do night duty... and now den I thought thru again... must they need sixty people to do night duty when they had change their rule from 8 people during night petrol to only two people ?
super super superman... =)
goodnight my lurrb # shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk... 9/06/2006 11:40:00 PM
01 September 2006
mmm... long time never come in and blog le... ever since...mmm... my prelims started ? hahaha... it doesnt matter anyway... =)
n level ish seriously just round the corner... on Monday and there goes my Mother Tongue paper one and two... Tuesday ish my Mother Tongue paper three and Social Studies... shit... the time ish sho not right... sianz... felt rather shag this time round... didnt really study much nor touched the book... hais... jialat...
went back to gan eng seng primary that day... days before returning... i messaged as much sexier ( haha... people from six`c) as I could... but HAIS... sad ! all DONT WANNA RETURN and cannot return ! what the hell lo hais... ish secondary as dear to them as primary ? dont they miss ms lai ?... SAD... anyway... I went back with alex and Benjamin cheok... we have all changed... both alex and ben had grown taller and alex ish much more slimmer nowadays =p... sorry haha... we reached around 330 and stayed till aound 420... sat down and chatted with ms lai... exchanging everything =)... after chatting we left and went to took bus off together... reach home le continue to watch my tv and went out with ah siao at night... hahaha... last minute went out with her... =s... hahaha... went to cck and eat macdonald... after that went to play pool with her until 1+ den go home... the matches that we had was like hell =s...
woke up at 9+ this morning... also dont know why so early... early duno do wat... den... mmm reached home at 10 as I was out with ah siao for dinner and a walk... hahaha... crazy...
goodnight my lurrb... # shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk... 9/01/2006 11:12:00 PM
22 August 2006
LAN REN SHI NIAO DOU
this phrase is rather true...
early in the morning...
all you know how to do ish to
eat and shit...or shit and eat...
your fart ish indeed like a bomb...
you wanna bomb PLEASE
go and BOMB YOUR OWN house...
and not MY HOUSE...
straight after your shitting...
came out from the toilet...
all you can ask ish...
"ish the bread gonna be the breakfast of the day"...
touch your heart
and answer miie
swear tuhh daa God
that euu wont lie tuhh miie
do euu lurrb miie
orh do euu norrt
tell miie daa truth
burrt norrt daa false
euu told miie once
burrt ii forgot
sho tell miie now
and tell miie true
that ii kenn say
i will be here ferr euu
of all people
that ive ever met
euu are daa one
i wont forget