22 August 2006
LAN REN SHI NIAO DOU
this phrase is rather true...
early in the morning...
all you know how to do ish to
eat and shit...or shit and eat...
your fart ish indeed like a bomb...
you wanna bomb PLEASE
go and BOMB YOUR OWN house...
and not MY HOUSE...
straight after your shitting...
came out from the toilet...
all you can ask ish...
"ish the bread gonna be the breakfast of the day"...
oh PLEASE...
fook off...
wonder how come she will like
such a :
SLOW reacted
USELESS
SHORT
FUCKING IDIOT like YOU ?!
bills dont need you to pay...
at night got time for you to sleep
you dont wan... morning give the kinda of
fucking look...
dont waste money...
wanna waste...
please go back to YOUR HOUSE and waste...
this ish my house...
not YOURS...
dont call me until as though we re so close...
MY family and YOUR family are
as good as STRANGER...
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/22/2006 10:41:00 PM
8/22/2006 10:41:00 PM
all you care for ish other people son...
but unlikely to be your daughter...
you ask yourself...
how you reacted when OTHERS peoples
(WITHOUT any BLOOD relate)
son gotfever of 38.3
and how YOU reacted
WHEN your OWN daughter
got of the same degree and even higher?
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/22/2006 10:37:00 PM
8/22/2006 10:37:00 PM
19 August 2006
its a lovely feeling
knowing that youre there..
sharing all the dreams i have...
the way yuou always care...
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/19/2006 01:13:00 PM
8/19/2006 01:13:00 PM
day had passed
hours had slipped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left
your face
your smile
you care
and your everything
kept flowing thru my mind
i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had
i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/19/2006 01:08:00 PM
8/19/2006 01:08:00 PM
12 August 2006
Remember to remember me
Forget of forgetting me
Even if you dare to
remember to forget me...
I will never forget to
remember to
Forget of forgetting me
Even if you dare to
remember to forget me...
I will never forget to
remember to
remind you
to remember me...
to remember me...
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/12/2006 12:44:00 AM
8/12/2006 12:44:00 AM
wah... hais...
stress arhs...
got sho many things to do and study for !!!...
my mind ish bursting soon...help!...
gotta rush for art practical like siao...
16th aug gotta pass up...
hais...
dont know if tomorrow, 12th aug wanna go back for art anot...
coz i brought back my black sheet to do le...
hais...
got
social studies...
geography...
maths...
mother tongue...
biology...
phycis...
and my prelim art haben do...
all hab piang... kaos...
5 sheet of drawing...
one final piece and
one evaluation...
shit...
my mind ish bursting...
mr heng ish correct...
if only one person can have a thousand of hours everyday...
hais...
twenty-four ish never enough !
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
stress arhs...
got sho many things to do and study for !!!...
my mind ish bursting soon...help!...
gotta rush for art practical like siao...
16th aug gotta pass up...
hais...
dont know if tomorrow, 12th aug wanna go back for art anot...
coz i brought back my black sheet to do le...
hais...
got
social studies...
geography...
maths...
mother tongue...
biology...
phycis...
and my prelim art haben do...
all hab piang... kaos...
5 sheet of drawing...
one final piece and
one evaluation...
shit...
my mind ish bursting...
mr heng ish correct...
if only one person can have a thousand of hours everyday...
hais...
twenty-four ish never enough !
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/12/2006 12:24:00 AM
8/12/2006 12:24:00 AM
10 August 2006
ive made the world stupidest choice...
that ish... to cut myself because of you...
the blame ish not on you...
its all nu myself...
im not putting any blame and i cant put any on you...
despite of knowing its the stupidest choice to choose...
but i still chose it...
i just dont know why...
but yup...
i did it...
this time round...
my blood bleeds for you...
thanks friends...
thanks ; alvin...ivy...baizurah...
i didnt meant to hurt in purpose...
but i just couldnt control...
i guess...
im just stupid...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/10/2006 09:14:00 PM
8/10/2006 09:14:00 PM
do you know how difficult it ish to act happy
when im actually not...
especially in front of the one i love...
one i love but doesnt belongs to me...
its a hard job for a very weak girl to do...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/10/2006 09:08:00 PM
8/10/2006 09:08:00 PM
qing ai de dear dear dearie darling
sweetie honey coated
chocolate vanilla strawberry peppermint
raseberry mocha coffee rum-rasin almond
berry coconut lychee apple
durian orange watermelon kiwi
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/10/2006 09:04:00 PM
8/10/2006 09:04:00 PM
pick a good heart
plant it in a bucket of trust...
water with care plus good thought
add some romancing occasionally
and
removes the misunderstanding leaves..
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/10/2006 08:43:00 PM
8/10/2006 08:43:00 PM
i will listen to logic and reason
when it comes out on cd
a girl ish like a tea bag...
you cant see how strong she ish...
until you see her in hot water...
i dont suffer from insanity ;
i enjoy every minute of it...
if you dont like me...
say it to my face...
woman need a reason to have sex...
man just need a place...
be nice to your kid
they will choose your nursing home
today has been a total waste of make up
some woman get excited for nothing
and then marry him...
when it comes out on cd
a girl ish like a tea bag...
you cant see how strong she ish...
until you see her in hot water...
i dont suffer from insanity ;
i enjoy every minute of it...
if you dont like me...
say it to my face...
woman need a reason to have sex...
man just need a place...
be nice to your kid
they will choose your nursing home
today has been a total waste of make up
some woman get excited for nothing
and then marry him...
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/10/2006 08:39:00 PM
8/10/2006 08:39:00 PM
i miss you when you are not here...
i prefer doing things together with you...
today i wished you were with me...
... and stayed that way forever...
i prefer doing things together with you...
today i wished you were with me...
... and stayed that way forever...
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/10/2006 08:36:00 PM
8/10/2006 08:36:00 PM
i dont wanna be like cinderalla...
sitting in the dark old dusty cellar...
i dont wanna be like cinderalla...
to reach home when the clock strike 12 and be back to the old me with you...
feeling so lonely... without happiness
and the only place that i can see you ish in my dream...
sitting in the dark old dusty cellar...
i dont wanna be like cinderalla...
to reach home when the clock strike 12 and be back to the old me with you...
feeling so lonely... without happiness
and the only place that i can see you ish in my dream...
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/10/2006 08:26:00 PM
8/10/2006 08:26:00 PM
05 August 2006
life sucks...
love sucks...
everything sucks...
love sucks...
everything sucks...
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/05/2006 03:43:00 PM
8/05/2006 03:43:00 PM
i dont suit the one i love...
i just suit the one that love me...
its just as simple as not getting my very own happiness...
one moment of happiness and one moment of sadness...
it has simply became a history...
history of sadnesss ;
history of happiness ;
history of care and everything
but not history of love...
tell me that you re not crying... and do your finals without being affected...
maybe we define relationship differently...i still care how you feel...
one night of history change everything... hais...wrong feeling and wrong expression was given... that mistake the whole thing...
what the hell am i writting... never mind... it does not matter anymore... im lost...
goodnight my precious lurrb
# shUMin __ __
i just suit the one that love me...
its just as simple as not getting my very own happiness...
one moment of happiness and one moment of sadness...
it has simply became a history...
history of sadnesss ;
history of happiness ;
history of care and everything
but not history of love...
tell me that you re not crying... and do your finals without being affected...
maybe we define relationship differently...i still care how you feel...
one night of history change everything... hais...wrong feeling and wrong expression was given... that mistake the whole thing...
what the hell am i writting... never mind... it does not matter anymore... im lost...
goodnight my precious lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/05/2006 03:12:00 PM
8/05/2006 03:12:00 PM
03 August 2006
the story of everything... it has simply just ended... stop viewing my blog please... stop please... just stop... I dont wish you to continue... ...
its no diff from a fairytale in the beginning... but no matter what fairytale dont last... or rather... it dont exist in this world... you brighter up my life with your torch but you slowly extinguished the fire with your bear hand... or izzet the surrounding people who blew it off...
All thanks to your friend... whom added so much salt and pepper upon it... making everything worsen everyday... im sorry for the incorrect attitude that ive left... ive turned into the wrong feeling from the very starting...
your blur feeling make me laugh... your sound make me smile... your action make me feel and your care made mistake for it...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
its no diff from a fairytale in the beginning... but no matter what fairytale dont last... or rather... it dont exist in this world... you brighter up my life with your torch but you slowly extinguished the fire with your bear hand... or izzet the surrounding people who blew it off...
All thanks to your friend... whom added so much salt and pepper upon it... making everything worsen everyday... im sorry for the incorrect attitude that ive left... ive turned into the wrong feeling from the very starting...
your blur feeling make me laugh... your sound make me smile... your action make me feel and your care made mistake for it...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/03/2006 11:22:00 PM
8/03/2006 11:22:00 PM
May I
May I be there with you for everything?
May I be the first one to share all your happiness and sorrows with you when you meet them?
May I have you telling me all your happiness and sorrow?
May I help you through with everything in your life?
May I hope to see you everyday, every hour, every minute every second every time?
May I be the one helping you through for all difficulties?
May I be the one to wake you up every morning and covering blanket for you every night?
May I be there to wait for you from work everyday?
May I may I may I... ...
It all started on that particular day on that particular train in the particular cabin with our particular friends to a particular place at that particular time with our particular outfit drinking that particular alcohol on that particular chair in that particular pub...
He step into my world and left umpteen foot-prints all about... memories of his cute chubby blurry face before she step in, ish always there... microphone was on his hand with no words sang... haha... made me laugh silently behind him... wondering how come hes singing so soft... or rather... holding on to the microphone but no sound was produce... in another word... not singing...haha...cute...
but the moment she stepped in... everything seems to be changing...the colour of my world change from colourful to only black and white... I got no idea how come... but it just happens like that... it just gave me the feeling of which she belongs to him... but it wasnt... everything ish just simply incorrect...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
May I be there with you for everything?
May I be the first one to share all your happiness and sorrows with you when you meet them?
May I have you telling me all your happiness and sorrow?
May I help you through with everything in your life?
May I hope to see you everyday, every hour, every minute every second every time?
May I be the one helping you through for all difficulties?
May I be the one to wake you up every morning and covering blanket for you every night?
May I be there to wait for you from work everyday?
May I may I may I... ...
It all started on that particular day on that particular train in the particular cabin with our particular friends to a particular place at that particular time with our particular outfit drinking that particular alcohol on that particular chair in that particular pub...
He step into my world and left umpteen foot-prints all about... memories of his cute chubby blurry face before she step in, ish always there... microphone was on his hand with no words sang... haha... made me laugh silently behind him... wondering how come hes singing so soft... or rather... holding on to the microphone but no sound was produce... in another word... not singing...haha...cute...
but the moment she stepped in... everything seems to be changing...the colour of my world change from colourful to only black and white... I got no idea how come... but it just happens like that... it just gave me the feeling of which she belongs to him... but it wasnt... everything ish just simply incorrect...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/03/2006 11:05:00 PM
8/03/2006 11:05:00 PM
01 August 2006
31st July 2006
at night while changing the water for xiaohui and xiaomin... i saw that xiaomin was bitting xiaohui hand... at first... i thought they were both playing... but i then realize that xiaomin was bitting on xiaohuis hand instead of playing with him... i tried to lossen xiaomin by touching her... but it seems like theres no help... i got panic... and i immediately took a satay stick... wanting to go pass her mouth... but she just simply refused to release... when she finally release... i took another container and put inside... with water and food... wanting to separate them... i felt so heart broken... xiaohui was the only thing he left for me... but i failed to protected him... hais...
1st August 2006
took my chinese oral at sixth level double class room today... i was coughing like a tb patient... as though my lungs are coming out... i just simply dont know how to read... =s... when back to clementi and rush to the clinic... i cant wait any longer le... im feeling very terrible... coughing non-stop the whole day... while waiting for my turn to go into the doctors room... i went to the big bookstore and got the teachers materials... when back to the clinic immediately after that... doctor diagnose me with sore-throat , cough and flu... mm... was waiting for superman to come to clementi... since he say see doctor and see him all the same... but no lehs... superman didnt wanted to come down to clementi... went home and took my early dinner... ate my medicine and fallen asleep... im feeling so soft... hais... now... while typing... im coughing like dont know what... this afternoon talk to him until his phone no batt... haha... =p...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
at night while changing the water for xiaohui and xiaomin... i saw that xiaomin was bitting xiaohui hand... at first... i thought they were both playing... but i then realize that xiaomin was bitting on xiaohuis hand instead of playing with him... i tried to lossen xiaomin by touching her... but it seems like theres no help... i got panic... and i immediately took a satay stick... wanting to go pass her mouth... but she just simply refused to release... when she finally release... i took another container and put inside... with water and food... wanting to separate them... i felt so heart broken... xiaohui was the only thing he left for me... but i failed to protected him... hais...
1st August 2006
took my chinese oral at sixth level double class room today... i was coughing like a tb patient... as though my lungs are coming out... i just simply dont know how to read... =s... when back to clementi and rush to the clinic... i cant wait any longer le... im feeling very terrible... coughing non-stop the whole day... while waiting for my turn to go into the doctors room... i went to the big bookstore and got the teachers materials... when back to the clinic immediately after that... doctor diagnose me with sore-throat , cough and flu... mm... was waiting for superman to come to clementi... since he say see doctor and see him all the same... but no lehs... superman didnt wanted to come down to clementi... went home and took my early dinner... ate my medicine and fallen asleep... im feeling so soft... hais... now... while typing... im coughing like dont know what... this afternoon talk to him until his phone no batt... haha... =p...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
8/01/2006 10:24:00 PM
8/01/2006 10:24:00 PM
