31st July 2006
at night while changing the water for xiaohui and xiaomin... i saw that xiaomin was bitting xiaohui hand... at first... i thought they were both playing... but i then realize that xiaomin was bitting on xiaohuis hand instead of playing with him... i tried to lossen xiaomin by touching her... but it seems like theres no help... i got panic... and i immediately took a satay stick... wanting to go pass her mouth... but she just simply refused to release... when she finally release... i took another container and put inside... with water and food... wanting to separate them... i felt so heart broken... xiaohui was the only thing he left for me... but i failed to protected him... hais...
1st August 2006
took my chinese oral at sixth level double class room today... i was coughing like a tb patient... as though my lungs are coming out... i just simply dont know how to read... =s... when back to clementi and rush to the clinic... i cant wait any longer le... im feeling very terrible... coughing non-stop the whole day... while waiting for my turn to go into the doctors room... i went to the big bookstore and got the teachers materials... when back to the clinic immediately after that... doctor diagnose me with sore-throat , cough and flu... mm... was waiting for superman to come to clementi... since he say see doctor and see him all the same... but no lehs... superman didnt wanted to come down to clementi... went home and took my early dinner... ate my medicine and fallen asleep... im feeling so soft... hais... now... while typing... im coughing like dont know what... this afternoon talk to him until his phone no batt... haha... =p...
goodnight my lurrb
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