16 May 2006
mmm... got a lot of entries... Thursday - 11th May, Friday – 12th May, Saturday - 13th May, Sunday - 14th May, Monday - 15th May and Tuesday - 16th May...
Wow... got a lot... mmm okays lets start from Thursday then... Yes! I done with my exam le... coz to me... no matter how hard I tried studying Chinese (paper 2) so also cannot make it... I GOT sho boring after exams at home man... called June up and we have finally decided to go Jurong Point for dinner and hunting Mother Day present... We wanted to go for our dinner at Bomber Billy BUT theres too much people le... so we change our plan... after a LONG walk... we have finally decided to go Fish & Co. We had our dinner at the balcony and TRUST ME! ... Its sucks! ... We had exactly the same meal... even the soup of the day... ish filled with lots of MSG man... hais... the fish ish burnt and certain slices of it ish TASTELESS ! ... Hais... we regretted it... we went home at around 11+... haha...
On Friday, I went out with June again... haha... cause no choice... Valen wasnt free... sho no choice... den never mind... we intend to go bugis as June wanted to make her nails... sho okay lor... I accompany her... I set off with my mum as she also wanted to go bugis... June and her had indeed a lot of things to talk about... but aiyahs... still lose to myself with her... wahahaha... keke... we went to Swenson for our lunch... mmm ! Its marvelous...! I had fish baked rice and she had mmm spaghetti... the soup of the day was cream of mushroom and we enjoyed... follow up the drink we chose tea... haha... I cant stand her man... she tot that the tea does not required us to put in the necessary things like sugar and I told her... gal... have a mouth and try how bitter it ish without sugar haha... she followed me to put in sugar and milk BUT the whole cup was not touched by her... haha... after our lunch... we went to seiyu indenting to get one umbrella... we were acting like two thief stealing things as our actions were quick and stupid plus the perfume promoter wanted to promote us with some perfume... before he could finish his sentence... June pulled me off as if theres someone else following us... actually it wasnt! its because the rain had stop and we didnt wanted it to start pouring again... thats why our action were very fishy... we went to far east after that went Francis said that hes not going for dinner... we had our dinner at sakura... mmm after that we went home...
On Saturday... actually wanted to go for dinner and shopping with Jiejie but she wasnt free... so end up I went out with my cousin... while waiting for him... I saw Stephanie and Yao Zong but they did not saw me... follow on when I met my cousin I brought him to got a bottle of lotion... while on my way home... June message me... asking me to go out... but I reach home le... den I was like... mmm okays lo… you wait for me there... I went home and put down my things and went Chinatown and meet her... we actually intended to drink beer for that night but when I went... she opened one bottle of wine drinking with Sara waiting for me... it was quite nice... 16%... den June this naughty girl... she said... mmm someone special ish coming... den Sara and I was like... asking who was it... but she refused to say... I den say... Fine lo... Sara, lets go... haha she had so choice but to say... who knows... that girl was actually valen... aiyohs... cant stand her... we had a lot of fun that night... at the end of the day... I drank quite a lot... and I was quite tipsy...oops... haha... we den went home at around 2+ and gave mummy a big surprise... we slept at around 2.30am and I was awaken up by that busted television show at 6.15 AM wah... I cant stand him man... got time for him to sleep dun wanna sleep...
On Sunday morning when I was awaken up UNWILLINGLY! I cant sleep back... hais... when I went to the kitchen wanting to make a cup of milo he asked mi to sit down there and wait for the washing machine to be done... I was like... for what... washing machine DONT NEED US TO WAIT... then he went to the room and sleep... make mi AWAKE FOR NO REASON... I went out to causeway point and... mmm it wasnt really that nice to walk... got nothing to walk... Singapore should build more shopping centers =s
On Monday when I was totally done with ALL MY PAPERS when home wanting to sleep till I song!... but too bad... I rush down to my family shop straight after I reached home... daddy wasnt feeling well and he went off after preparing the food in the morning...
On Tuesday... I saw daddy le... BUT something big happen... from his chest till his toes was all filled with hot boiling oil... everyone in the shop got panic and our actions got fast... we ask him to take off his shirt and un-zip his pants (never take out) and we kept on pouring water on him... letting it to flow from his body to his leg... we applied the burno for him immediately and myself and mama went over to the other building and got his pants shirt and under garment to change... he went home after that... the shop was only left with three female and one male... I was afraid that we have a shortage of man and I called that pig and ask him to come down immediately... when the peak hours ish gone... the pig and I settled down and peel the egg... I peel till fall asleep... haha... too tired le... haha cant stand it... den doze off... =)
goodnight my lurrb
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Wow... got a lot... mmm okays lets start from Thursday then... Yes! I done with my exam le... coz to me... no matter how hard I tried studying Chinese (paper 2) so also cannot make it... I GOT sho boring after exams at home man... called June up and we have finally decided to go Jurong Point for dinner and hunting Mother Day present... We wanted to go for our dinner at Bomber Billy BUT theres too much people le... so we change our plan... after a LONG walk... we have finally decided to go Fish & Co. We had our dinner at the balcony and TRUST ME! ... Its sucks! ... We had exactly the same meal... even the soup of the day... ish filled with lots of MSG man... hais... the fish ish burnt and certain slices of it ish TASTELESS ! ... Hais... we regretted it... we went home at around 11+... haha...
On Friday, I went out with June again... haha... cause no choice... Valen wasnt free... sho no choice... den never mind... we intend to go bugis as June wanted to make her nails... sho okay lor... I accompany her... I set off with my mum as she also wanted to go bugis... June and her had indeed a lot of things to talk about... but aiyahs... still lose to myself with her... wahahaha... keke... we went to Swenson for our lunch... mmm ! Its marvelous...! I had fish baked rice and she had mmm spaghetti... the soup of the day was cream of mushroom and we enjoyed... follow up the drink we chose tea... haha... I cant stand her man... she tot that the tea does not required us to put in the necessary things like sugar and I told her... gal... have a mouth and try how bitter it ish without sugar haha... she followed me to put in sugar and milk BUT the whole cup was not touched by her... haha... after our lunch... we went to seiyu indenting to get one umbrella... we were acting like two thief stealing things as our actions were quick and stupid plus the perfume promoter wanted to promote us with some perfume... before he could finish his sentence... June pulled me off as if theres someone else following us... actually it wasnt! its because the rain had stop and we didnt wanted it to start pouring again... thats why our action were very fishy... we went to far east after that went Francis said that hes not going for dinner... we had our dinner at sakura... mmm after that we went home...
On Saturday... actually wanted to go for dinner and shopping with Jiejie but she wasnt free... so end up I went out with my cousin... while waiting for him... I saw Stephanie and Yao Zong but they did not saw me... follow on when I met my cousin I brought him to got a bottle of lotion... while on my way home... June message me... asking me to go out... but I reach home le... den I was like... mmm okays lo… you wait for me there... I went home and put down my things and went Chinatown and meet her... we actually intended to drink beer for that night but when I went... she opened one bottle of wine drinking with Sara waiting for me... it was quite nice... 16%... den June this naughty girl... she said... mmm someone special ish coming... den Sara and I was like... asking who was it... but she refused to say... I den say... Fine lo... Sara, lets go... haha she had so choice but to say... who knows... that girl was actually valen... aiyohs... cant stand her... we had a lot of fun that night... at the end of the day... I drank quite a lot... and I was quite tipsy...oops... haha... we den went home at around 2+ and gave mummy a big surprise... we slept at around 2.30am and I was awaken up by that busted television show at 6.15 AM wah... I cant stand him man... got time for him to sleep dun wanna sleep...
On Sunday morning when I was awaken up UNWILLINGLY! I cant sleep back... hais... when I went to the kitchen wanting to make a cup of milo he asked mi to sit down there and wait for the washing machine to be done... I was like... for what... washing machine DONT NEED US TO WAIT... then he went to the room and sleep... make mi AWAKE FOR NO REASON... I went out to causeway point and... mmm it wasnt really that nice to walk... got nothing to walk... Singapore should build more shopping centers =s
On Monday when I was totally done with ALL MY PAPERS when home wanting to sleep till I song!... but too bad... I rush down to my family shop straight after I reached home... daddy wasnt feeling well and he went off after preparing the food in the morning...
On Tuesday... I saw daddy le... BUT something big happen... from his chest till his toes was all filled with hot boiling oil... everyone in the shop got panic and our actions got fast... we ask him to take off his shirt and un-zip his pants (never take out) and we kept on pouring water on him... letting it to flow from his body to his leg... we applied the burno for him immediately and myself and mama went over to the other building and got his pants shirt and under garment to change... he went home after that... the shop was only left with three female and one male... I was afraid that we have a shortage of man and I called that pig and ask him to come down immediately... when the peak hours ish gone... the pig and I settled down and peel the egg... I peel till fall asleep... haha... too tired le... haha cant stand it... den doze off... =)
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/16/2006 11:19:00 PM
5/16/2006 11:19:00 PM
14 May 2006
You Must Be Tired
Cause You've Been Running In My Mind
You Must Have Been A Thief
Cause You've Stole My Heart Away
You Must Have Been A Good Kisser
Cause You've Took My Breath Away
I Must Have Been A Lousy Shooter
Cause I've Been Missing You..!!
I Must Have Owe You Something
Cause I've Given My Life To You
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
Cause You've Been Running In My Mind
You Must Have Been A Thief
Cause You've Stole My Heart Away
You Must Have Been A Good Kisser
Cause You've Took My Breath Away
I Must Have Been A Lousy Shooter
Cause I've Been Missing You..!!
I Must Have Owe You Something
Cause I've Given My Life To You
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 07:57:00 PM
5/14/2006 07:57:00 PM
Give our love a chance ferr one more day...
We could have worked things out
Taking time ish what LOVE ish all about...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
We could have worked things out
Taking time ish what LOVE ish all about...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 09:05:00 AM
5/14/2006 09:05:00 AM
I have a lot of things to say to tell and to share with you.
But I dont know where to start and where to stop.
I dont know where to begin and where to end.
I miss you when I know i dont know how to cherish.
I love you for what reason I also dont know.
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
But I dont know where to start and where to stop.
I dont know where to begin and where to end.
I miss you when I know i dont know how to cherish.
I love you for what reason I also dont know.
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 09:04:00 AM
5/14/2006 09:04:00 AM
i cant smile like nothings wrong
i cant talk like everything is prefect
i cant act like its all a dreami cant walk away and pretend like nothings happening
Every time I look back, memories will flash by
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
i cant talk like everything is prefect
i cant act like its all a dreami cant walk away and pretend like nothings happening
Every time I look back, memories will flash by
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 09:03:00 AM
5/14/2006 09:03:00 AM
im thinking of you day and night
even though you dont speak a word,
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
even though you dont speak a word,
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 09:01:00 AM
5/14/2006 09:01:00 AM
my shadow is the only one that walks beside me
my shallow heart is the only thing that is beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
till then i walk alone
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
my shallow heart is the only thing that is beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
till then i walk alone
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 08:59:00 AM
5/14/2006 08:59:00 AM
You are a light in the dark shining your love into my life
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you i d cross the world, for you i d do anything
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and liesi ll be your strength,
i ll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when its gone
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak,
I cant believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me
i ll be around waiting for you I ll put it down be the woman for you
You were once my guardian angel, now you are gonna still be my one and only guardian angel..
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you i d cross the world, for you i d do anything
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and liesi ll be your strength,
i ll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when its gone
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak,
I cant believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me
i ll be around waiting for you I ll put it down be the woman for you
You were once my guardian angel, now you are gonna still be my one and only guardian angel..
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 08:52:00 AM
5/14/2006 08:52:00 AM
yesterday went to pub with jiejie ... haha ... meet her at heeren DBS bank then we slowly slowly walk to the nearest seven-eleven which ish like at lucky plaza ... then we went to balcony ... went in not even one minute, we step out le ... it was very very crowd ... we then drive to boat quay that are ... jiejie didnt know the road there so we loiter for quite some time ... but who knows ... when we reach we took a very long time to walk to our destination...by the time ish almost 12 le ... haha ... lucky the following day no need to study nor work ... if not sure die de ...
when we reach ... we order nite (strawberry) ... drinking and talking till around 3am+ we then go off ... I told her ... my clog was angry with mi for not wearing for such a long time ... thats why my clog bite me ... she was there laughing ... we finally reach to that car and she drive me home ...
while drinking inside chill room ... we had a lot of chat.. or rather ... once we meet at DBS atm we started talking ... and ... mmm I got a lot of surprises from her ... haha ... things that I didnt expect ... hahaha ... she also got a lot from me ... so never mind ... keke ...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
when we reach ... we order nite (strawberry) ... drinking and talking till around 3am+ we then go off ... I told her ... my clog was angry with mi for not wearing for such a long time ... thats why my clog bite me ... she was there laughing ... we finally reach to that car and she drive me home ...
while drinking inside chill room ... we had a lot of chat.. or rather ... once we meet at DBS atm we started talking ... and ... mmm I got a lot of surprises from her ... haha ... things that I didnt expect ... hahaha ... she also got a lot from me ... so never mind ... keke ...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 08:47:00 AM
5/14/2006 08:47:00 AM
i dont need expensive things to accompany me...
not all things ish suitable for me...
if i serious go after that...
i wont even be together with you le...
this ish all what i can tell you...
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 08:46:00 AM
5/14/2006 08:46:00 AM
Hmmm... I dont feel good about those guys that like you... I just wan to say out what I feel... I dont know what they are thinking of doing to you and you will never know what will happen... So you must be careful in how you going to handle their problem... I dont know you playing with them or what but please dont do anything silly because it will get you into trouble... So please handle the problem properly... I know maybe you will break up with me when I in army but meanwhile please take care of you... Dont do silly things to bring harm to your own being… think maturely... try to think for yourself and your family... Spare a thought for them... If youre playing with those guys then theres a limit to playing... Dont play till trouble arises and its too difficult to solve it then u will get yourself into trouble...
If you really feel that being together with mi you not satisfied or whatever things then we can still be friends
like this type of things we have to make clear to each other then can... so if really you feel that I not good enough then you find another guy better than me then you can tell me... We can still be friends...
I really dont know how you feel about those guys... you may lie it when they buy gifts for you (which I cant afford)... so if really got one day that really happen that you fall in love with either one of them... please tell me... If you dun like them, make things clear to them and try not to mingle with their feelings...
Its up to you to listen to me... I care for you thats why I say... every time I hear about you with those guys... I dont know whether my feeling for you still strong or not... you can chat with them I dun mind but you have to be careful with what you say...
I really wanna last long with you but your actions doesnt show...I wan to... but whenever i see Jacky, Geddis Wei Xuan, Jin Biao, ETC ETC ETC ETC ETC message you all those stuff... And you never CLEARLY reply them... you think i still got the mood to show?
i go army then you think I can fang xing you outside? Especially now this type of situation with so many guys around? And you doesnt know how to handle them?
If you really feel that being together with mi you not satisfied or whatever things then we can still be friends
like this type of things we have to make clear to each other then can... so if really you feel that I not good enough then you find another guy better than me then you can tell me... We can still be friends...
I really dont know how you feel about those guys... you may lie it when they buy gifts for you (which I cant afford)... so if really got one day that really happen that you fall in love with either one of them... please tell me... If you dun like them, make things clear to them and try not to mingle with their feelings...
Its up to you to listen to me... I care for you thats why I say... every time I hear about you with those guys... I dont know whether my feeling for you still strong or not... you can chat with them I dun mind but you have to be careful with what you say...
I really wanna last long with you but your actions doesnt show...I wan to... but whenever i see Jacky, Geddis Wei Xuan, Jin Biao, ETC ETC ETC ETC ETC message you all those stuff... And you never CLEARLY reply them... you think i still got the mood to show?
i go army then you think I can fang xing you outside? Especially now this type of situation with so many guys around? And you doesnt know how to handle them?
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 08:43:00 AM
5/14/2006 08:43:00 AM
Wow... seriously a long long long time never blog le... very long wor... so Ive decided to separated everything up... one story one paragraph... hahaha!
Have mountain high things to write... haha... mmm... Firstly... today ish the actual day of examination... mm... Thought I was having exam with the group of people I saw previous week... but no lehs... I was having it in the hall with three express four express and five normal academic... anyway... today's weather was good (if only I never go school) cause of the rain...I had my English paper two and mother tongue paper one today...all in the hall... =s
mmm... today ish always the day of clementi pasa malam open-store... have a long time never walk in pasa malam le...this afternoon when Im back home went there to buy one crayon show to go home and watch as Im collecting it too... I have got 1,3,4,5,7,8,12 and one that ish the whole series of 1-12... but not repeat de... theres a lot of people especially in the night... squeezing around... went with Cheryl and bang onto Weiyang... Fateha... Wahyudi and his sister... Wah... Singapore ish indeed a small country... I got candy floss, muah ji and Macdonald de chocolate milk shake...Cheryl got tapioca...after that we went to have pizza together... wahahaha... but we couldnt finish it... so we brought it home...
friends are all fake... especially her... I dont understand how come she can act so well... no wonder shes from that cca... whatever it ish... I dont wanna spoil my day just because of this...
I no longer have that kinda of feelings of which i always use to have for you anymore... ish not that i dont love you anymore but the feeling from the past and present ish very very different... especially when you send the message telling your friend that Im out with Cheryl when they dont even know who ... you said ish a him... but guys are not as concerning or kpo as girl... follow-on you say they... you make me suspect... Im sorry but all this ish my xing-li hua… though you can also say me...
Anyway... just when for my recent eyes scan and I got a bad result...I was admitted to the hospital in year 2002 September 29 Sunday... from there... straight after I reach the hospital after a scolding from my step-father to my mum... I was pushed to the operation immediately...cause normally one that reach A&E still have to wait for whole day... but my ish different...as said by my doctor, Dr Keith Goh... if Im half an hour later to be sent, I wont be here blog-ing anymore...I was diagnose with AVM - stiff neck...blood clot...water flood...abnormal nerves... I had a lot of follow on check ups after my two weeks coma and one more additional week stay-in... den recently I just have my head scan in last December when the result came out... Dr Goh (as known as my god-father) realize that my water pressure went back... I had way too much water compare to a normal human... due to this he was afraid that it might affects my eye sight... he ask mi to go to see a eye specialist... my first check up was at Mount Alvernia and that doctor Dr Lim diagnose me with right view partially blind... he then send mi for further check... the result that came out after the second detailed check was that Im half right blind for both the eyes and theres no way to cure... just hoping that the water pressure will not rise... if not I might be even blind... as presently my nerve relating to my right view ish dead...
goodnights my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
Have mountain high things to write... haha... mmm... Firstly... today ish the actual day of examination... mm... Thought I was having exam with the group of people I saw previous week... but no lehs... I was having it in the hall with three express four express and five normal academic... anyway... today's weather was good (if only I never go school) cause of the rain...I had my English paper two and mother tongue paper one today...all in the hall... =s
mmm... today ish always the day of clementi pasa malam open-store... have a long time never walk in pasa malam le...this afternoon when Im back home went there to buy one crayon show to go home and watch as Im collecting it too... I have got 1,3,4,5,7,8,12 and one that ish the whole series of 1-12... but not repeat de... theres a lot of people especially in the night... squeezing around... went with Cheryl and bang onto Weiyang... Fateha... Wahyudi and his sister... Wah... Singapore ish indeed a small country... I got candy floss, muah ji and Macdonald de chocolate milk shake...Cheryl got tapioca...after that we went to have pizza together... wahahaha... but we couldnt finish it... so we brought it home...
friends are all fake... especially her... I dont understand how come she can act so well... no wonder shes from that cca... whatever it ish... I dont wanna spoil my day just because of this...
I no longer have that kinda of feelings of which i always use to have for you anymore... ish not that i dont love you anymore but the feeling from the past and present ish very very different... especially when you send the message telling your friend that Im out with Cheryl when they dont even know who ... you said ish a him... but guys are not as concerning or kpo as girl... follow-on you say they... you make me suspect... Im sorry but all this ish my xing-li hua… though you can also say me...
Anyway... just when for my recent eyes scan and I got a bad result...I was admitted to the hospital in year 2002 September 29 Sunday... from there... straight after I reach the hospital after a scolding from my step-father to my mum... I was pushed to the operation immediately...cause normally one that reach A&E still have to wait for whole day... but my ish different...as said by my doctor, Dr Keith Goh... if Im half an hour later to be sent, I wont be here blog-ing anymore...I was diagnose with AVM - stiff neck...blood clot...water flood...abnormal nerves... I had a lot of follow on check ups after my two weeks coma and one more additional week stay-in... den recently I just have my head scan in last December when the result came out... Dr Goh (as known as my god-father) realize that my water pressure went back... I had way too much water compare to a normal human... due to this he was afraid that it might affects my eye sight... he ask mi to go to see a eye specialist... my first check up was at Mount Alvernia and that doctor Dr Lim diagnose me with right view partially blind... he then send mi for further check... the result that came out after the second detailed check was that Im half right blind for both the eyes and theres no way to cure... just hoping that the water pressure will not rise... if not I might be even blind... as presently my nerve relating to my right view ish dead...
goodnights my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 08:39:00 AM
5/14/2006 08:39:00 AM
hais... feeling sho sad ferr my darling valen ... felt sho helpless ferr her ... cannot do much ferr her ... all ii can do now ish tuhh pray ferr her that everything end soon ...
WOW !!! im sho in lurrb with WILSON NEO!!! the post that he hab when he was playing pool and ish sho sho sho sho charming !!! making miie going crazyy ferr him !!! Hahaha ... maybe only tuhh miie lahhs ... cause im SHO ADDICTED BY HIM !!! sho in lurrb with him ... haas ... mmm ... tym past fast ... cause its our fifteen month today ... haas ... mmm ... went thrrough serriously a lot of things ... got ups and got down ... got happy and confirm got sad ... burrt this ish part of our journey ... things that humans gotta face ... just hope tuhh last long with him =)
Wah ... on the other hand ... today ish the starting of my final yearr exam le ... hais ... just praying hard that everything goes fine ... sho scare ... mmm... it's late le ... why you still reading my blog ... go sleep already ... cause I wanna sleep le ... haas
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
WOW !!! im sho in lurrb with WILSON NEO!!! the post that he hab when he was playing pool and ish sho sho sho sho charming !!! making miie going crazyy ferr him !!! Hahaha ... maybe only tuhh miie lahhs ... cause im SHO ADDICTED BY HIM !!! sho in lurrb with him ... haas ... mmm ... tym past fast ... cause its our fifteen month today ... haas ... mmm ... went thrrough serriously a lot of things ... got ups and got down ... got happy and confirm got sad ... burrt this ish part of our journey ... things that humans gotta face ... just hope tuhh last long with him =)
Wah ... on the other hand ... today ish the starting of my final yearr exam le ... hais ... just praying hard that everything goes fine ... sho scare ... mmm... it's late le ... why you still reading my blog ... go sleep already ... cause I wanna sleep le ... haas
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 08:34:00 AM
5/14/2006 08:34:00 AM
years and years of waiting,
acompanied with lots and lots of hurtings...
all the love and care giving,
were nothing but lies,so deceiving...
love seems such an illusion...
ending me up in confusion...
what a frustration,
i can never get a conclusion...
so we had a confrontation,
telling you my present situation...
that its my decision,
to give up on my patience...
you gently held my tearing face,
wiped the sorrow off,
and you gazed...
tellin me it isnt very grace
to look like this on my birthday party craze...
your warm hand seems like a miracle healer,
immunes the pain within,
it feels so much greater...
do u know how much it matters?
for this magical touch to make me better??
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
acompanied with lots and lots of hurtings...
all the love and care giving,
were nothing but lies,so deceiving...
love seems such an illusion...
ending me up in confusion...
what a frustration,
i can never get a conclusion...
so we had a confrontation,
telling you my present situation...
that its my decision,
to give up on my patience...
you gently held my tearing face,
wiped the sorrow off,
and you gazed...
tellin me it isnt very grace
to look like this on my birthday party craze...
your warm hand seems like a miracle healer,
immunes the pain within,
it feels so much greater...
do u know how much it matters?
for this magical touch to make me better??
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
5/14/2006 08:30:00 AM
5/14/2006 08:30:00 AM
