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28 June 2006

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of question,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers " im fine" after a few second
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL says I love you, she means it.
When a GIRL says " i miss you ",
No one in this world can miss you more than her.

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/28/2006 05:02:00 PM

26 June 2006

On the 24th of June (Saturday), my school had a performing arts concert in Singapore Poly... it took everyone a very long time to practice and rehearsal... its also the last performance for the graduating people...

We left the school at 2 and reach there at about 2.3... everything goes as follows... choir met a lot of difficulties especially committees member... despite of the umpteen reminder of keeping quiet... the noise level usually goes up...

the girls were kept in the room during our break because cheryl and i found out that choir toilet was choke with pad tissue and shit PLUS it was NOT FLASH AWAY... we got irritated and we told the teachers... time was given but no one admitted... no one wants to admit we cant go... so in the end... cheryl and i decided to go up and clear off all the mess... as ms lim says... that person OWN us alot !...

He came and watch that night and he fetched me home after that... he lost his voice during the days and we went around clementi hunting for congee but we failed to do so... thinking of cooking for him and end up we got the Tiong Bahru porridge...

In the middle of the night... I remembered that I cough non-stop because of the choking and he actually woke up and pat my back for me... felt so sweet and nice... normally he will ask me to make honey drink for him but when we woke up the following day he actually went to the kitchen automatically and make for me... you’re getting sweeter and sweeter... I was thinking of not going over to his side as my homework ish not done yet... but after several thinking... I got changed and I went out with him...

We went to the Watson and got wet tissue and body spray and we left clementi... pass by aljunied we saw pasa malam and I asked him whether he wanna go or not... if yes then drop down... when we reach home we had steam boat and we went to the room and settle down... time pass fast!... hes packing his bag while im doing my work and time passed to six plus… his mum kept asking mi to eat bird nest as she knows that I dont...

We took pictures before leaving the house... sending him in... and after that his dad drove me home...

Pig... listen up!... I am NOW waiting for that day... where the promise that you gave me one year ago to HAPPEN...


goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/26/2006 11:01:00 PM

23 June 2006

EARLY IN THE MORNING
I PUT BREAKFAST AT YOUR TABLE
yi ye dou mei shui dan wo
bu ceng ru ci qing xing
wo zao can zhun bei le ni
ai chi de dong xi
zhe ci huan wo deng ni bei ka fei
de xiang wei jiao xing

xiang yao zhao hui mei tian zao chen
dui wo wei xiao zhe de ni
hai neng gou zuo xie shen me
dai ti wo de qian yi
zong shi wang zhe wo xiao xin yi yi
shun zhe wo hu xier wo jing ran li suo dang ran
rang ni jing pi li jin

YOU WERE MY SUPER WOMAN
an jing de zai shen bian
wu tiao jian gei wo
meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
BUT I AM ONLY HUMAN
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo
can ren de fan le cuobu neng shi qu ni
OOH BABY BABY

YOU FOUGHT YOUR WAY THROUGH THE RUSH HOUR
TRY TO MAKE IT HOME JUST FOR ME
yue guang xia jing jing kao zhe bi ci
zhi qiu ye chang yi dian
you duo jiu mei you hao hao kan ni
zhi shi ren ding le wo
wu lun zai shen me shi hou hui tou
dou you ni de xiao rong

shi wo hu lue le ni ye hui you
xiang yao ku de gan jue
mei you yi zhong fu chu ying gai
yong yuan xin gan qing yuan
zai gei bei chong huai de nan ren
zui hou yi ci ji hui
huan wo ren nai huan wo deng dai
bu yao zhen de qi quan

YOU WERE MY SUPER WOMAN
an jing de zai shen bian
wu tiao jian gei wo
meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
BUT I AM ONLY HUMAN
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo
can ren de fan le cuo
bu neng shi qu ni

OOH BABY
shi wo ba ai xiang de tai jian dan
yi wei zhi yao wo cun zai
jiu neng rang ni qu nuan
xin li wei yi de SUPER WOMAN
mei you ren neng dai ti
bu neng xiang xiang geng bu neng yuan liang
zhe yang rang ai hua cheng hui YEAH

YOU WERE MY SUPER WOMAN
an jing de zai shen bian
wu tiao jian gei wo
meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
BUT I AM ONLY HUMAN
ke shi wo zhi shi yi ge
zhi shi yi ge ren
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo
can ren de fan le cuo
bu neng shi qu ni
IF YOU FELL IT IN YOUR HEART
AND YOU UNDERSTAND MESTOP RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE
EVERYBODY SING ALONG WITH ME

YOU WERE MY SUPER WOMAN
an jing de zai shen bian
wu tiao jian gei wo
meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
BUT I AM ONLY HUMAN
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo
can ren de fan le cuo
bu neng shi qu ni

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/23/2006 03:13:00 PM


you look into my eyes
i go out of my mind
i cant see anything
cause this love's got me blind
i cant help myself
i cant break the spell i
i cant even try

im in over my head
you got under my skin
i got no strength at all
in the state that im in

and my knees are weak
and my mouth cant speak
fell too far this time

Chorus:
baby, im too lost in you
caught in you
lost in everything about you
so deep, i cant sleep
i cant think
i just think about the things that you do
(you do)
im too lost in you
(too lost in you)

ooh
well you whispered to me
and Iishiver inside
you undo me and move me
in ways undefined
and you re all i see
and you re all i need
help me baby (help me baby)
help me baby (help me now)

cause im slipping away
like the sand to the tide
flowing into your arms
falling into your eyes
if you get too near
i might disappear
i might lose my mind
oooh

Chorus:
baby, im too lost in you
caught in you
lost in everything about you
so deep, i cant sleep
i cant think
i just think about the things that you do (you do)
im too lost in you
(too lost in you)

im going crazy in love for you baby
(i cant eat and i cant sleep)
im going down like a stone in the sea
yeah, no one can rescue me
(no one can rescue me)
ooh ooooh

oooh, my baby
oooh, baby, baby, baby

Chorus:
baby, im too lost in you
caught in you
lost in everything about you
so deep, i cant sleep
i cant think
i just think about the things that you do (you do)
im too lost in you (too lost in you)
oooh

im lost in you
im lost in you
im lost in everything about you
so deep (so deep),
i can't sleep (no,no,no)
i can't think
i just think about the things that you do (you do)
im too lost in you
(too lost in you)

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/23/2006 12:36:00 AM


have you ever wondered
why the sky doesnt run out of tears?
why did God create us with tears in our eyes?
or

why no one has the excuse to be happy all the time?

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/23/2006 12:34:00 AM


love has taught me to lie...
it taught me things which i never thought i knew...
give me something to believe in...
love is a living lie...
there isnt a happy ending...
no fairytale...
nothing...
im broken...
ive faded...
im just a nobody without you...
im begging for a 2nd chance...
my pride has spilled on the floor...
if you could see me crying...
baby here i am...
take me or break me...

goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/23/2006 12:29:00 AM


Take my HAND*
hold me close
and say three words like you used to do
just three wordsI love you

hold me tight

and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*

*the love we share will never be erase*


goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/23/2006 12:23:00 AM


The seven o clock show ish getting more and more touching... very nice... mmm... DouDou (also known as PeiQi) actually hated YiRou a lot because DouDou thinks that YiRou wanna separate both herself and her dad up... but despite of all the cruel things that DouDou did to YiRou... she still love her as much as how she loves her own kid...

Today everyone involved in concert came back for a full-dress rehearsal together with the alumni and it was a bloody hell tiring day... went to the school at 8.30 am and started making up... changing and we left the school at 10.30am... half of the choir went up to the bus as told my Mr. Charles Yip and when we reached... Ms Wong called me and she was asking me who gave us the flag to alight the bus... in the first place we told Mr. Yip we’re waiting for the rest of the choir mate... and he says... "Never mind... you all will still reach the same place... just alight the bus..." After our pathetic lunch (that only contains fried rice taste with only pepper and one tasteless chicken wing...” we went back to the room and touch-up our make ups... everyone inside the room was making tons of noise... despite of the umpteen shouting that Cheryl and I gave they was still as noise as the market... when we went up to the stage... we went SO off pitch... after everything... the whole choir was been scolded by Ms. Ho of the noise level and their disciple... Cheryl was so happy when they were scolded as they never learn their lessons... haha!

All im waiting for every night ish a call from him at 9.30... today I receive his message at 8.45pm... I was happy but when I called him he did not pick up the call... so I was thinking... mmm ok maybe I shall go for my bathe first... when im bathing half way... he called... lucky im finishing soon... so I went into my room and called him while drying my hair as Ms, Lim applied a lot of gel for me while bun-ing my hair this morning... but it wasnt steady... I was in his msn account checking his mails when handful of people inside his account came and talked to me... then I receive one picture and I accepted... after receiving I was very THANKFUL to him... its not the first time I saw this kinda of picture... despite I told him I DONT like... and yups... once again I saw it... we fought thru the phone and messages... but aiyahs... ish like you stand into my postion and think lor... you say you wont mind if i were to post lidat and take a picture with other guys... but when things happen... it will be worse then what i did today...

goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/23/2006 12:20:00 AM

19 June 2006

Came back from genting and it WASNT a nice trip... I dont wanna go but was been focus and I REGRET !!!... I was neglected by her because of that farker... kaos !~ ... I SWEAR I will NEVER go with him to any country again !

Pig you sure you wanna quite commando ?... anything lo... no matter what is your choice ma... but my advice ish bear with it lo... go until where also the same...

rushing for the performing arts concert until very chiam... very tired for everything... secondary one and secondary two faults must push till secondary three and secondary four fault... hais... chiam...

hais holidays ish ending soon... SO sianz... help !...

goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/19/2006 11:06:00 PM

10 June 2006

On the 8th of June... was WaLmOnNeSrc’s one year eleven months birthday... one year eleven months is also her 23 months birthday, 644 days living ever since year 2004... it was a happy day for both WaLmOnNeSrc’s owner but also their sad day... the male owner ish going in le... not into jail... hahaha... into his ns life... commando training institute located at pasir ris...

On the 9th of June... his family and I drove him in to the camp and view... nights before everything... tears kept running down on my cheeks... it seems like the life in there ish alright as everything ish quite good... especially the bed !... king coil ok?!... kaos... haha... ish around 25 cm thick man... haha... after everything... his parents send mi back to my family shop and I took his bubbly brother to the toilet... it’s when both parents met everyone... both mother kept talking... especially about both of us... I got totally no idea what are they talking about... =s... aiyah... I got no idea... just feel very lonely after he left... no idea for everything... all I know ish to sit beside the telephone at 9pm – 10pm waiting for a call... talk for around 10 mins and then put down le... continue to message until he gotta off his phone... hais... I miss you...

goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __

LoOkiNg baCk...
6/10/2006 12:47:00 PM

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