When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of question, She is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " im fine" after a few second She is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL says I love you, she means it. When a GIRL says " i miss you ", No one in this world can miss you more than her.
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/28/2006 05:02:00 PM
26 June 2006
On the 24th of June (Saturday), my school had a performing arts concert in Singapore Poly... it took everyone a very long time to practice and rehearsal... its also the last performance for the graduating people...
We left the school at 2 and reach there at about 2.3... everything goes as follows... choir met a lot of difficulties especially committees member... despite of the umpteen reminder of keeping quiet... the noise level usually goes up...
the girls were kept in the room during our break because cheryl and i found out that choir toilet was choke with pad tissue and shit PLUS it was NOT FLASH AWAY... we got irritated and we told the teachers... time was given but no one admitted... no one wants to admit we cant go... so in the end... cheryl and i decided to go up and clear off all the mess... as ms lim says... that person OWN us alot !...
He came and watch that night and he fetched me home after that... he lost his voice during the days and we went around clementi hunting for congee but we failed to do so... thinking of cooking for him and end up we got the Tiong Bahru porridge...
In the middle of the night... I remembered that I cough non-stop because of the choking and he actually woke up and pat my back for me... felt so sweet and nice... normally he will ask me to make honey drink for him but when we woke up the following day he actually went to the kitchen automatically and make for me... you’re getting sweeter and sweeter... I was thinking of not going over to his side as my homework ish not done yet... but after several thinking... I got changed and I went out with him...
We went to the Watson and got wet tissue and body spray and we left clementi... pass by aljunied we saw pasa malam and I asked him whether he wanna go or not... if yes then drop down... when we reach home we had steam boat and we went to the room and settle down... time pass fast!... hes packing his bag while im doing my work and time passed to six plus… his mum kept asking mi to eat bird nest as she knows that I dont...
We took pictures before leaving the house... sending him in... and after that his dad drove me home...
Pig... listen up!... I am NOW waiting for that day... where the promise that you gave me one year ago to HAPPEN...
goodnight my lurrb # shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/26/2006 11:01:00 PM
23 June 2006
EARLY IN THE MORNING I PUT BREAKFAST AT YOUR TABLE yi ye dou mei shui dan wo bu ceng ru ci qing xing wo zao can zhun bei le ni ai chi de dong xi zhe ci huan wo deng ni bei ka fei de xiang wei jiao xing
xiang yao zhao hui mei tian zao chen dui wo wei xiao zhe de ni hai neng gou zuo xie shen me dai ti wo de qian yi zong shi wang zhe wo xiao xin yi yi shun zhe wo hu xier wo jing ran li suo dang ran rang ni jing pi li jin
YOU WERE MY SUPER WOMAN an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou BUT I AM ONLY HUMAN wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuobu neng shi qu ni OOH BABY BABY
YOU FOUGHT YOUR WAY THROUGH THE RUSH HOUR TRY TO MAKE IT HOME JUST FOR ME yue guang xia jing jing kao zhe bi ci zhi qiu ye chang yi dian you duo jiu mei you hao hao kan ni zhi shi ren ding le wo wu lun zai shen me shi hou hui tou dou you ni de xiao rong
shi wo hu lue le ni ye hui you xiang yao ku de gan jue mei you yi zhong fu chu ying gai yong yuan xin gan qing yuan zai gei bei chong huai de nan ren zui hou yi ci ji hui huan wo ren nai huan wo deng dai bu yao zhen de qi quan
YOU WERE MY SUPER WOMAN an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou BUT I AM ONLY HUMAN wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuo bu neng shi qu ni
OOH BABY shi wo ba ai xiang de tai jian dan yi wei zhi yao wo cun zai jiu neng rang ni qu nuan xin li wei yi de SUPER WOMAN mei you ren neng dai ti bu neng xiang xiang geng bu neng yuan liang zhe yang rang ai hua cheng hui YEAH
YOU WERE MY SUPER WOMAN an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou BUT I AM ONLY HUMAN ke shi wo zhi shi yi ge zhi shi yi ge ren wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuo bu neng shi qu ni IF YOU FELL IT IN YOUR HEART AND YOU UNDERSTAND MESTOP RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE EVERYBODY SING ALONG WITH ME
YOU WERE MY SUPER WOMAN an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou BUT I AM ONLY HUMAN wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuo bu neng shi qu ni
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/23/2006 03:13:00 PM
you look into my eyes i go out of my mind i cant see anything cause this love's got me blind i cant help myself i cant break the spell i i cant even try
im in over my head you got under my skin i got no strength at all in the state that im in
and my knees are weak and my mouth cant speak fell too far this time
Chorus: baby, im too lost in you caught in you lost in everything about you so deep, i cant sleep i cant think i just think about the things that you do (you do) im too lost in you (too lost in you)
ooh well you whispered to me and Iishiver inside you undo me and move me in ways undefined and you re all i see and you re all i need help me baby (help me baby) help me baby (help me now)
cause im slipping away like the sand to the tide flowing into your arms falling into your eyes if you get too near i might disappear i might lose my mind oooh
Chorus: baby, im too lost in you caught in you lost in everything about you so deep, i cant sleep i cant think i just think about the things that you do (you do) im too lost in you (too lost in you)
im going crazy in love for you baby (i cant eat and i cant sleep) im going down like a stone in the sea yeah, no one can rescue me (no one can rescue me) ooh ooooh
oooh, my baby oooh, baby, baby, baby
Chorus: baby, im too lost in you caught in you lost in everything about you so deep, i cant sleep i cant think i just think about the things that you do (you do) im too lost in you (too lost in you) oooh
im lost in you im lost in you im lost in everything about you so deep (so deep), i can't sleep (no,no,no) i can't think i just think about the things that you do (you do) im too lost in you (too lost in you)
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/23/2006 12:36:00 AM
have you ever wondered why the sky doesnt run out of tears? why did God create us with tears in our eyes? or why no one has the excuse to be happy all the time?
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/23/2006 12:34:00 AM
love has taught me to lie... it taught me things which i never thought i knew... give me something to believe in... love is a living lie... there isnt a happy ending... no fairytale... nothing... im broken... ive faded... im just a nobody without you... im begging for a 2nd chance... my pride has spilled on the floor... if you could see me crying... baby here i am... take me or break me...
goodnight my lurrb # shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/23/2006 12:29:00 AM
Take my HAND* hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three wordsI love you hold me tight and we will run together in search of the dream the dream that we shared just YOU and ME*
*the love we share will never be erase*
goodnight my lurrb # shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/23/2006 12:23:00 AM
The seven o clock show ish getting more and more touching... very nice... mmm... DouDou (also known as PeiQi) actually hated YiRou a lot because DouDou thinks that YiRou wanna separate both herself and her dad up... but despite of all the cruel things that DouDou did to YiRou... she still love her as much as how she loves her own kid...
Today everyone involved in concert came back for a full-dress rehearsal together with the alumni and it was a bloody hell tiring day... went to the school at 8.30 am and started making up... changing and we left the school at 10.30am... half of the choir went up to the bus as told my Mr. Charles Yip and when we reached... Ms Wong called me and she was asking me who gave us the flag to alight the bus... in the first place we told Mr. Yip we’re waiting for the rest of the choir mate... and he says... "Never mind... you all will still reach the same place... just alight the bus..." After our pathetic lunch (that only contains fried rice taste with only pepper and one tasteless chicken wing...” we went back to the room and touch-up our make ups... everyone inside the room was making tons of noise... despite of the umpteen shouting that Cheryl and I gave they was still as noise as the market... when we went up to the stage... we went SO off pitch... after everything... the whole choir was been scolded by Ms. Ho of the noise level and their disciple... Cheryl was so happy when they were scolded as they never learn their lessons... haha!
All im waiting for every night ish a call from him at 9.30... today I receive his message at 8.45pm... I was happy but when I called him he did not pick up the call... so I was thinking... mmm ok maybe I shall go for my bathe first... when im bathing half way... he called... lucky im finishing soon... so I went into my room and called him while drying my hair as Ms, Lim applied a lot of gel for me while bun-ing my hair this morning... but it wasnt steady... I was in his msn account checking his mails when handful of people inside his account came and talked to me... then I receive one picture and I accepted... after receiving I was very THANKFUL to him... its not the first time I saw this kinda of picture... despite I told him I DONT like... and yups... once again I saw it... we fought thru the phone and messages... but aiyahs... ish like you stand into my postion and think lor... you say you wont mind if i were to post lidat and take a picture with other guys... but when things happen... it will be worse then what i did today...
goodnight my lurrb # shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/23/2006 12:20:00 AM
19 June 2006
Came back from genting and it WASNT a nice trip... I dont wanna go but was been focus and I REGRET !!!... I was neglected by her because of that farker... kaos !~ ... I SWEAR I will NEVER go with him to any country again !
Pig you sure you wanna quite commando ?... anything lo... no matter what is your choice ma... but my advice ish bear with it lo... go until where also the same...
rushing for the performing arts concert until very chiam... very tired for everything... secondary one and secondary two faults must push till secondary three and secondary four fault... hais... chiam...
hais holidays ish ending soon... SO sianz... help !...
goodnight my lurrb # shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk... 6/19/2006 11:06:00 PM
10 June 2006
On the 8th of June... was WaLmOnNeSrc’s one year eleven months birthday... one year eleven months is also her 23 months birthday, 644 days living ever since year 2004... it was a happy day for both WaLmOnNeSrc’s owner but also their sad day... the male owner ish going in le... not into jail... hahaha... into his ns life... commando training institute located at pasir ris...
On the 9th of June... his family and I drove him in to the camp and view... nights before everything... tears kept running down on my cheeks... it seems like the life in there ish alright as everything ish quite good... especially the bed !... king coil ok?!... kaos... haha... ish around 25 cm thick man... haha... after everything... his parents send mi back to my family shop and I took his bubbly brother to the toilet... it’s when both parents met everyone... both mother kept talking... especially about both of us... I got totally no idea what are they talking about... =s... aiyah... I got no idea... just feel very lonely after he left... no idea for everything... all I know ish to sit beside the telephone at 9pm – 10pm waiting for a call... talk for around 10 mins and then put down le... continue to message until he gotta off his phone... hais... I miss you...
touch your heart
and answer miie
swear tuhh daa God
that euu wont lie tuhh miie
do euu lurrb miie
orh do euu norrt
tell miie daa truth
burrt norrt daa false
euu told miie once
burrt ii forgot
sho tell miie now
and tell miie true
that ii kenn say
i will be here ferr euu
of all people
that ive ever met
euu are daa one
i wont forget