29 July 2006
Haha... yesterday went drinking with valen zhongting and kenny... wow... FUN...! we went to wubar... the bar that zhongtings brother opened... we drank chivas and played around...
i gave ken those math riddle that mr heng gave fourfive... a joke that his friends student made... ken helped me to pour one cup of chivas when mine was finished... and after that cup.. .ken... thanks... you made me drunk... or rather bloody hell tipsy...
there was a girl working there who likes zhongting... and we purposely act a show out... when valen went to the toilet and the back ( of which we gotta walk pass the counter shes in) i purposely shout... eh zhongting... faster accompany your dear to the toilet... haha... that girl her was BLACK... bloody hell black... wahahaha... oops... sorry *bleahs* then i say i wan bao qing tian that song... then they was like asking mi why... I said tai feng you ge bao qing tian... tie mian ruo chi bian ren jian hahaha... I was bad... but sorry...
at around two plus i called uncle toh to come and fetch me home... return home at two plus... tipsy like hell... if at that time got people attack me... i confirm cannot fight back... =s this morning when I woke up... my sound ish SHO SEXY... i lost my voice... cause before going over to drink last night i already got abit of sore throat... den wake up... my voice ish totally gone...due to all the shouting and acting last night... =p
i called valen this morning and ask her what happen after I left and she say... when she left she purposely went up to that girl and said byebye... hahaha... bet shes in total heart-broken... hahaha =p
goodnight my lurrb
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i gave ken those math riddle that mr heng gave fourfive... a joke that his friends student made... ken helped me to pour one cup of chivas when mine was finished... and after that cup.. .ken... thanks... you made me drunk... or rather bloody hell tipsy...
there was a girl working there who likes zhongting... and we purposely act a show out... when valen went to the toilet and the back ( of which we gotta walk pass the counter shes in) i purposely shout... eh zhongting... faster accompany your dear to the toilet... haha... that girl her was BLACK... bloody hell black... wahahaha... oops... sorry *bleahs* then i say i wan bao qing tian that song... then they was like asking mi why... I said tai feng you ge bao qing tian... tie mian ruo chi bian ren jian hahaha... I was bad... but sorry...
at around two plus i called uncle toh to come and fetch me home... return home at two plus... tipsy like hell... if at that time got people attack me... i confirm cannot fight back... =s this morning when I woke up... my sound ish SHO SEXY... i lost my voice... cause before going over to drink last night i already got abit of sore throat... den wake up... my voice ish totally gone...due to all the shouting and acting last night... =p
i called valen this morning and ask her what happen after I left and she say... when she left she purposely went up to that girl and said byebye... hahaha... bet shes in total heart-broken... hahaha =p
goodnight my lurrb
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LoOkiNg baCk...
7/29/2006 11:32:00 AM
7/29/2006 11:32:00 AM
25 July 2006
wow... what a fantestic day... when to school as per normal... as stupid and lame as normal...
stayed back for art today after school till around 4 odd... theres a carpenter in the art room today... guess who ? mrs song lo... wah... the more she knocks the more jialat my headaches goes... finally finish and went out of school together with ivy...
i thought my hand was cold... but it wasnt... ivy touch my forehead and she said... " wah... so hot..." went home and test... cool... my temperature was 38.3... as the time pass... my temperature got higher and higher... till it reaches 38.7... =)
im too weak and soft to do anything... all i can do ish to hug my dog... as i stand up and walk to places like my room and the kitchen... i felt so giddy... any point of time can faint... and no one took me to the doctor... im too weak to go down myself... all i can do... ish only to lie on the sofa and sleep... or rather rest...
didnt really dare to go into deep sleep... afraid history might happen again... i dont wish to sleep til faint... especially when theres no one at home... hais... what a tiring day...
goodnight my lurrb
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stayed back for art today after school till around 4 odd... theres a carpenter in the art room today... guess who ? mrs song lo... wah... the more she knocks the more jialat my headaches goes... finally finish and went out of school together with ivy...
i thought my hand was cold... but it wasnt... ivy touch my forehead and she said... " wah... so hot..." went home and test... cool... my temperature was 38.3... as the time pass... my temperature got higher and higher... till it reaches 38.7... =)
im too weak and soft to do anything... all i can do ish to hug my dog... as i stand up and walk to places like my room and the kitchen... i felt so giddy... any point of time can faint... and no one took me to the doctor... im too weak to go down myself... all i can do... ish only to lie on the sofa and sleep... or rather rest...
didnt really dare to go into deep sleep... afraid history might happen again... i dont wish to sleep til faint... especially when theres no one at home... hais... what a tiring day...
goodnight my lurrb
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LoOkiNg baCk...
7/25/2006 08:58:00 PM
7/25/2006 08:58:00 PM
23 July 2006
mmm... just changed and updated my blog this evening...
Friday
mmm... morning went to school alight from the car le den realize that I left my piece of glass at home... wanted to go home and take after school... den I called mrs song but she never pick up... so I stayed at home... till around three odd she called me... den I got no choice... went back to school... due to that piece of glass [ ( 52 x 37 ) 3mm thickness ] I gotta take taxi back... stayed in school till around 6 den went home with zhu they all... yesh !... ive finish my art... mmm... maybe just some more stones will do... went back to clementi and drop at the NTUC bus stop... went to NTUC and bought some food for the following day...
Saturday
Morning woke up see the sky... very scared... afraid that my plan have to stop... at around eleven odd... mmm the sky still ok... den made bread... left home and went down to bugis to buy some fire cracker etc... after that... met him at Harbor Front... went to Sentosa and set our tend... played through the whole day... I got balloons... crazy ribbon... light sticks... made bread... got sasi... bought jelly... got the sweet that he like and we play like crazy... I kept spraying the ribbon on him... and he said... later you will know my power... he sprayed me till my hair turns white... coz its finishing soon... hais... we use candle to make heart or in fact... C heart W... haha... den I went to write something stupid on the shore near the sea... haha... stupid but fun... we stayed till night den go home...
Sunday
Morning woke up then his dad brought him to the clinic... I stayed and talk to his mum and bro... we rush down to tiong to watch movie, Recycle... its a nice show... haha... at least to me... =p...
goodnight my lurrb
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Friday
mmm... morning went to school alight from the car le den realize that I left my piece of glass at home... wanted to go home and take after school... den I called mrs song but she never pick up... so I stayed at home... till around three odd she called me... den I got no choice... went back to school... due to that piece of glass [ ( 52 x 37 ) 3mm thickness ] I gotta take taxi back... stayed in school till around 6 den went home with zhu they all... yesh !... ive finish my art... mmm... maybe just some more stones will do... went back to clementi and drop at the NTUC bus stop... went to NTUC and bought some food for the following day...
Saturday
Morning woke up see the sky... very scared... afraid that my plan have to stop... at around eleven odd... mmm the sky still ok... den made bread... left home and went down to bugis to buy some fire cracker etc... after that... met him at Harbor Front... went to Sentosa and set our tend... played through the whole day... I got balloons... crazy ribbon... light sticks... made bread... got sasi... bought jelly... got the sweet that he like and we play like crazy... I kept spraying the ribbon on him... and he said... later you will know my power... he sprayed me till my hair turns white... coz its finishing soon... hais... we use candle to make heart or in fact... C heart W... haha... den I went to write something stupid on the shore near the sea... haha... stupid but fun... we stayed till night den go home...
Sunday
Morning woke up then his dad brought him to the clinic... I stayed and talk to his mum and bro... we rush down to tiong to watch movie, Recycle... its a nice show... haha... at least to me... =p...
goodnight my lurrb
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LoOkiNg baCk...
7/23/2006 10:48:00 PM
7/23/2006 10:48:00 PM
06 July 2006
I didnt want to admit it,
it was easier to lie,
and hide the hurt and emptiness,
to smile instead of cry.
i didn't want to face the fact,
my life is full of pain,
and I long to stop my bleeding heart,
and maybe smile again.
cause I feel oh-so-forgotten,
so betrayed and so alone,
without a trace of forgiveness,
and no soul to call my own.
i didnt want to admit the fact,
i cannot spread my wings,
and my happiness has melted,
into tears and other things.
its hard for me to hide the fact,
my wishes have no home,
and return to anguish,
bow my head and cry alone.
it was easier to lie,
and hide the hurt and emptiness,
to smile instead of cry.
i didn't want to face the fact,
my life is full of pain,
and I long to stop my bleeding heart,
and maybe smile again.
cause I feel oh-so-forgotten,
so betrayed and so alone,
without a trace of forgiveness,
and no soul to call my own.
i didnt want to admit the fact,
i cannot spread my wings,
and my happiness has melted,
into tears and other things.
its hard for me to hide the fact,
my wishes have no home,
and return to anguish,
bow my head and cry alone.
LoOkiNg baCk...
7/06/2006 10:45:00 PM
7/06/2006 10:45:00 PM
mmm... choir committees, sec 4s and sec 5s stepped down on last friday, 30th of june 2006... it was a sad and happy moment... the moment
the moment when cheryl yong started her speech... my tears flew down automatically by itself without and sign... when it was my turn to say my speech... tears are even more that ms ho got to take over my turn and say her thoughts and feel...
ms wong came into the room and shared pictures with everyone and told them about my story...i aint feeling any proud of it... as people might just say... " aiyahs... just an operation only what... now she also okay already what..."
i presented the gift of token to the repective teachers and we cut the cake... in total... we had one cake three A4 cards... one A3 card for all the teachers involved...
both of the teachers ms wong and ms ho, also wrote notes behind the picture that they gave...
goodnight my lurrb
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the moment when cheryl yong started her speech... my tears flew down automatically by itself without and sign... when it was my turn to say my speech... tears are even more that ms ho got to take over my turn and say her thoughts and feel...
ms wong came into the room and shared pictures with everyone and told them about my story...i aint feeling any proud of it... as people might just say... " aiyahs... just an operation only what... now she also okay already what..."
i presented the gift of token to the repective teachers and we cut the cake... in total... we had one cake three A4 cards... one A3 card for all the teachers involved...
both of the teachers ms wong and ms ho, also wrote notes behind the picture that they gave...
goodnight my lurrb
# shUMin __ __
LoOkiNg baCk...
7/06/2006 10:12:00 PM
7/06/2006 10:12:00 PM
